IInd year. Still feels a little unreal. And strangely, more overwhelming than first year seemed to be. Weird, right? I think it's probably a first trimester phenomenon. So many decisions to be taken for the year, so much happening simultaneously. The ironic bit is that I always used to be proud of my ability to handle difficult situations and sort out stuff in my head and untangle a huge mess and for the first time now, I'm beginning to question it. And all the while, time flies. And then of course there are the bigger questions which I'm trying to avoid for the moment. Where am I going, what am I doing, am I doing enough, blah blah blah! It's like a whirpool. But at the same time, I'm determined. To not let it affect me, to pull through. There are far bigger things in life that await and I don't want to get caught in these small trappings of life. Atleast not so soon. Marching on it is then. For now.
P.S. - Little joys just make my day. Heartfelt thanks kiddo, for that simple essay. Provided much need perspective :)
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