Chaos. Or not.

I feel chaotic. Literally. And trust me, it's weird, really weird. Like everything in your head is utterly messed up. So much to do, so many things to figure out. A little overwhelming actually. And this when I'm now entering second year. Gosh, first year was SO much crazier. And now I don't quite know what else to say because there's a tussle between the gazillion things in my head which are jumping out to be expressed in some form. I think I'll stop talking and go to sleep, brush everything under the carpet for now. Like always. Even though some part of me mocks the other for being such an escapist. That part will shut up for now because I need it to. Bleh. Night, folks.

P.S. - The Swell Season. Must listen. Super awesome.